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[Oct. 1st, 2004|09:36 pm] |
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| | * broken - ? * | ] | well i havent updated in forever ]] and i dont know if im gunna be able to keep this thing cause im too busy lol. that and im too lazy to do it when i actually have time lol. so lifes life, and high schools high school. i love it and homecoming is coming up soon and im bringing people from my other high school's cause itll be more fun that way lol. i went to the mall tonight and i met new people saw some old saw some i see a lot and saw one that i didnt recognize until we were introduced lol. haha so yeah im tired and probly am goin to bed soon cause im exhausted. bbl xo mwahz im out love amanda paycee |
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[Sep. 18th, 2004|12:37 pm] |
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| | * amazing billy joel songs!! i heart him!! * | ] | well i sure have been busy with the first day of dance and everything. ha so lets see what has happened recently.
|[monday]| went to school, then stayed after thinking i was gunna try out for the plays/musicals. but i changed my mind and called my mom to pick me up lol. then i had to go home and do hw. then it was dance for the first time in a long time =). i know im thrilled to be back. so umm yeah i went to dance then got home and just chylled before i went to sleep.
|[tuesday]| went to school, then stayed after for this chorus thing. it was cool mr. cantaffa made it seem interesting. so then i came home ate some wendy's =) yumm. and then i was off to dance. so i danced which was funnnnnn. then i came home and had to do all my hw =\. ughh. then i watched television and went to bed.
|[wednesday]| went to school, and came home on the bus. then i just basically chylled all day cause wednesdays are my days off from dance. so i just rented a really great movie called elephant. the name makes no sense in my opinion but it was still really good. then i ate my ice cream [ben & jerry's hell yeah!] and went to bed.
|[thursday]| haha i woke up at 12 and just relaxed like all day. by 2 i had to start getting ready for dance and then i was there at 3. so i had my solo then i ate a sandwhich before i taught. then i taught the little walk like an egyptian class ballet with miss jamie. then i had 5*6*7*8 for jazz. and then it was dr. docter for there tap dance think. which me and kate plan on getting into cause its so great. hmm then i had tap with my class and miss kelly made me and kate teach the warm ups and across the floor. wo0t wo0t then came our dance!! then we had viva which miss kelly said was the loud group haha and there was only 3 out of four people there! hmmm then i went home and just relaxed and eventually went to bed.
|[friday]| well i woke up and got ready for the movies. so i went with kristin and gabby!! party with my two lovely ladies! lol then i went back to kristins house and chylled there with her until 4.30 cause i hadda go to dance. so i went to ballet class and got to see my poor injured brittany rose!! very upsetting!! then i went home wrapped britts present and packed for her 13th birthday sleepover party!! that was so great! by 12 we were watching a movie which stunk lol. then somehow cindy got a hold of two diapers and wore them, and then put them on britt and elyses head lmao. and she put stickers on them and made a circle of stuffed animals around/on britt. then cindy got a banana, ate most of it, and then stuck it on britts ass. somehow it ended up in britts ass and she had mushy bananas in her shorts lmao. so she woke up took it out and freaked out on cindy haha she shoved the mush in cindys face. then by 3.40 we put in thirteen which is an amazing movie! britt fell asleep within minutes lol. so me cindy yvonne and katie p. didnt get to sleep till like 5.30. then then thunder woke us up at 7 and then there was a car alarm triggered from the thunder. [yes katie you are right. ha my dad explained it all to me when i got home. motorcycles set them off too! lmao] anyway so then we all probly didnt fall back asleep till 8. around 9-9.30 cassidy and susan started playing the piano non-stop. haha me and cindy were ready to scream lmao. then cassidy, susan, ashley, and mrs. mattia came down and woke us up at 10. we went upstairs and ate doughnuts and bagels yummy. then we all got ready and left. britt that was definately a great party lol. haha i love you girls great times! britt katie cindy yvonne elyse maria.
so far today i cleaned my room and came online. im tired as hell too so i think im gunna go lay down. update later? maybe.
ok im out xox mwahz ]] love always * amanda emily
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[Sep. 12th, 2004|10:54 am] |
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| | * paradise by the dashboard light - meatloaf * | ] | hmm yesterday was the family party. kristin got here at 12.20 and we jung out for a little while and then we left for the party. haha we looked like twins cause we wore like the same colors and stuff haha. so we got to one of my aunts pool clubs and got settled. so we just chylled by the pool. we then went to walk around the boat show next door and were looking for hott guys. sadly enough w didnt find any =\. then we decided to look for our future boats instead. hers was the avocette 2 and mine was the liberty. they were the nicest looking boats there [not to mention the biggest haha] we saw a sign where people were giving classic boat rides and we wanted to do it so bad so we went back to ask my mom. sadly enough my mom said no. then we hadda go outside and direct my family members where to go for parking. like an hour later we went to look for crabs and fishys!! this couple was fishing and crabbing but they were boring so we decided to look at the fishys our own way by the waters edge that came into the dirt and over the little edge which we turned into a place to sit lol. haha then we went for a walk and cut through some restaurant to a dock and we looked at the boats lol. we saw crab shells and bugs eating the meat so we turned around lol. then we went back and hung out by the pool some more. we called mike to wish him happy birthday and left a message. so happy belated birthday today mike!! then we called ryan cause kristin told me to lol.then we went for another walk to see the fishies cause well we wanted to see if we could see them better. haha we could and there were so many like in the little cove thingy haha. at one point we were drawing with chalk and i wrote something and some guy [friend of the family im guessing lmao] started talking to us about what we wrote. haha we were like dieing laughing so hard. kristin is the only one who knows what im talking about haha lmao. yeah so finally we were leaving and kristin was supposed to come back to my house but instead my mom changed her mind and we took kristin straight home a lil depressing =(. but we'll see each other on thursday cause shes either coming over or i think we should go to the movies with people instead so kristin when you read this tell me whatcha think about that plan instead cause then the group could see eachother and anyone else who wants to come lol. ok so yeah thats basically how yesterday went. today im doing nuthin except relaxing cause im so tired. okay so ill update this whenever i next feel the need.
ok im out xox mwahz ]] love always amanda
do you love me, will you love me forever. do you need me, will you never leave me. will you make me so happy for the rest of my life, will you take me right now and make me your wife. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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| | * my place - nelly * | ] | ok first of all brittany wrote my last entry cause i told her she could. little did i know that she was gunna make shyt up. so yeah im not "madly in love" with will. just wanted to get that straight. yeah umm so high school has been taking up my time plus hangin with my friends. friday i went to kristins house which was great umm tuesday she came over and we walked to wawa. it was such a long walk and we decided never to do it again. plus we got beeped at like 17 times idk i kinda lost count. plus we cant forget a few winks and kisses out the windows lmao. umm yeah had school this week from wednesday-friday. todays schedule was shortened and each period was 35 minutes long. umm then we had a pep rally outside and i got to see a bunch of my friends that i havent seen forever such as stefan, mike, melanie, julie, kristin, falynn,ashley etc. then tonight i went to the first football game with alyssa. we met up with ashley and falynn and then there friends anna marie, steph, jess, and megan. yeah then i met jess's older sisters boyfriend and i got a huge hug, w/e lol. so throughout the night i saw people and i saw miss april mr. mark and ashley; megan my love haha, the loversly kate <3, my dear dear erika x0, and the fantabulous jess; umm other people too im just too lazy to name them lol. umm yeah we lost 21 to 34 but thats okay cause i love howell high school wo0t wo0t!! so umm yeah im gunna go cause im tired and need my rest for tomorrows family party [oh joy! =\] but its gunna be ok cause kristin's coming with me =).
yeah umm ok im out xox mwahz
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[Sep. 9th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
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| | finDinq nem0 in thA baCkqr0uNd! | ] | i w0rsHip bRitTanY s0o r0sE kiM! hAh! i wiSh i wAs aS bEeuHtifUl aS bRitTany!! sHe is mY id0l! i d0nt kn0w wHat i w0uld d0 wiTh0ut hEr! sHe is thA bEsteSt qiRliE i haVe eVer hAd thA pLeaSurE 0f kn0winq!! hEy qUys! itS aMandErRr aNd i kn0w i haVent uPdaTed in 100 yeArs bUt it`s cAusE iV bEen buSy wiTh hiGhsch0ol aNd stuFf! =] bUt- n0thinG rEalLy hAs haPpeNeD laTelY.. eXcePt thAt i aM maDly iN l0ve wiTh wiLlarD!! i heaRt hiM s0 mUch! w0w! qo0d thiNq hE d0esNt hAve aiM 0r hE w0uLd sEe this sEcreT l0ve letTer!! =] bUt.. yEa! thAts mY seCreT!! ahhhhh! aNywAy! tHats ab0ut it! dAncE stArts 0n m0ndAy aNd i qEt t0 sEe mY bRitTany aGaiN!! wah0o! aNd tHen t0moRrow tHeRe iS a hHs f0otbaLl qAme! cAnt wAit! tHats iT f0r n0w! maYbE iLl uPdaTe latEr!! xoxoxo
i l0ve bRitTany aNd wiLlaRd!!! ahhhh! maDlY in l0ve! |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|07:14 pm] |
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| | * watching thats so raven haha * | ] | well my first few days of school were great. im really glad to be in high school. my schedule was messed up really bad but its finally fixed. so wednesday when we go back to school ill be starting 3 new classes. ughh oh well itll be ok. so yesterday after school i went over kristins house !! wo0t wo0t it was so much fun cause i havent seen her in a week. we went online, kristin made mus a huge and weird snack but it was okay in the end. haha then we walked to wawa. we made it a tradition to do from now on. sounds good to me lol. than we yeah just hung out and i saw the adorable pictures that she was telling me about. i started talking to mikey boy online and we invited him over so he brought ryan over and we chylled outside for about 2 hours or so. very nice to see them again. so at 10.30 my mom came and picked me up =(. but score kristins being dropped off at my house on tuesday since ill be home alone since we're off and my mom and sister arent. then the 16-17 shes sleeping over !! haha and then the 24th [my sisters birthday] we're going to see a movie then im sleeping over and the next day is her familys picnic at manalapan park. this is so exciting lol. so yeah today i just watched tv all day.
yeah so im out
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[Sep. 1st, 2004|02:51 pm] |
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| | * Fly - - Hilary Duff * | ] |
well today was freshman orientation at howell high school !! it was a lot of fun !! i have to say that i feel pretty comfortable about my classes and where they are which is somethign i didnt expect. i think i know my way around the school more than i gave myself credit for, lol. ok well first we took the bus to school and omg theres so many people on the bus!! like wow and we didnt even have all the people on the bu theres still sophmores, juniors, and seniors that are gunna be on the bus too. anyway so far i was on the bus with .. amy - rebecca - sarah - ryan - mike - kathy - kelsey - nicole - nilufer - jonathan - anna - zach - bj - phil - julianna umm yeah i tink thats it. if i missd ya im sorry !! ok well anyway so we were on the bus and talkign about everything and we all like sat together in the auditorium for the little opening speech thing. umm then they called us out by our homerooms one by one. and man oh man my homeroom is soo tiny!! its got 12 kids in it and i think thats it !! anyway i know kelly and martin which isnt bad. and then i ended up walking with this girl eileen to our first class cause they were in the same hallway. yeah so my first class was fpac !! so i went to the auditorium and we had a short meetingwith miss twamley and miss west. i never realized what a small number of kids made the dance part i was shocked to see like only about 15 kids at the most. so yeah anyway then i went to academic english which he was trying to give us our seats but in the end he decided to give them to us tomorrow and we left for our next class. he did tell us though that we were gunna be tested on the books we hadda read over the summer on monday. thank God i finished them lol. so then i was off to world history. im in that class with megan and melanie which is good to know i know some people, lol. then i went to geometry honors which i know one person from church and luckily since i know him i met a new person her name is nicole and she seems really nice. plus the teacher seems really nice to and bc my schedule was messed up [ which ill get into a little later ] she let me stay with her during 9th period. umm then i had french 2. well the teacher greeted us at the door with francais duex, and none of us were ready for that we all just ended up looking at ehr and she said french 2? and we said yes and sat down. pretty nerve rackign if you know what i mean. then she talked to us in french and to my shock i had an idea of what she was saying !! thank you miss johnson cause she definately helped lol. umm then we got dismissed over the intercom by last names to go see out guidance counselors. i went into the main gym with aimee ryan and matt. phew thank goodness i found friends lol. so we sat with people and then ashely wagner came in !! ahh !! first time me seeing her like all day !! wo0t wo0t !! so we discussed our schedules after the guy mr. fitzgibben had said his speech. her schedule had no fpac in it at all !! ut oh not good at all !! lol so she has to go talk with mr. green as soon as possible lol. then we got into talking about my schedule messup. i had no classes scheduled for periods 6 and 9. and i didnt have the course lab biology in my schedule. so i have to go to mr. green tomorrow and yeah. so well then from there we left to go search for our own buses. holy crap thats the weirdest experience lol. you like have to walk around the entire outside to find your bus. so i walked around with rebecca nilufer and sarah trying to find our bus. thank God amy saved us the seats we had in the morning lol. so i got home and walked home and yeah that was my freshman orientation. so for the rest of the day im just relaxing. oh man i cannot wait for tomorrow when we go to class and we got the rest of the school tehre with us. its gunna be fun im assuming !! lol haha so anyway im gunna go cause my mom just got back from work and she wants me to tell her what was going on all day. so ill update later until then xox mwahz
-- love always * amanda <3 ex - oh - ex |
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[Aug. 31st, 2004|08:32 pm] |
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| | * bRiTt'S cHiTtEr cHaTtEr // iLuSfM bAbEs !! * | ] | gOt tHiS fRoM kRiStiN's tHinGy mAbObBeR ]] lOvE yA giRl xOx *
gOoDneSs gRaCiOuS !! iTt dOeSn'T sEeM LiKe I'm gOiNg tOo bEe lEaDinG a VeRy nOrMaL LiFe, oR tHe LiFe i wAnTeD tOo LiVe. hMmPhH !! oH wElL sOo muCh fOr wHaT i wAnTeD hAhA i tHiNk iLl sTiLl bE aBlE tOo dOo wHaT i wAnNa dOo. oKaY iM mAkiNg nOo sEnSe wHaT-sO-eVeR. wElL uMmMm yEaH -- pAyCeEe <3 |
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[Aug. 31st, 2004|07:42 pm] |
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| | * tHrOuGh tHe WiRe - - KaNyE wEsT * | ] |
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oKaY wElL aT tHiS veRy mOmEnT iM oN tHe pHoNe wiTh tHe oNe aNd onLy bRiTtAnY rOsE !! wo0t wo0t !! tHiS iS aMaziNglY fUn tHeRefOrE wE hAvE dEciDeD tO tAlK oN tHe pHoNe mOrE oFteN !! hAhA !! i LoVe iT sOo aNywHo wElL tOdAy i JuSt cHyLleD aNd diD sTuFf oN mY cOmpuTeR aNd mY siSteRs. wElL iT wAs oKaY aNd tHeN i hAdDa gEt rEaDy fOr mY SoLo pRaCtiCe. tHeN i gOt tOo sEe mEg'S aNd aLySsA's dUeT wHiCh iS uTtErlY adOrAbLe !! iT's gUnNa mAkE mEe cRy aT cOmpEtiTioN i kNoW iT !! tEaR tEaR !! tHeN iT wAs mY siSteRs SoLo aNd i tAlkEd tOo mEg fOr a LitTle <3 tHeN iT wAs mY tUrN wHiCh hAd a fEw inTteRuPtiOnS LiKe sOmE pHoNe cAlLs tOo aNd fRom tHe lOveRslY miSs aPriL !! aNd a sUrpRisE viSiT fRoM pEoPle <3. sOo iN tHe eNd i lEaRneD oNe eiGhT cOuNt aNd wE wErE chArgEd fOr oNe leSsoN cAuSe wE tAlkEd fOr a LoT oF iT, hEhE !! sOo mY mAmA wEnT aNd gOt mEe aNd mY SiS sOmE miCky D's !! wo0t wo0t !! fiRst tiMe iN fOreVeR cAuSe wElL wE aLl kNoW iM wAtcHinG mY wEighT wHiCh iS gOoD aNd hEaLthY !! aNd nOw iM oN tHe pHoNe wiTh bRiTt aS i sAiD iN tHe bEgiNninG oF tHiS eNtRy. hRmMm wE aRe tAlKinG aBoUt sOmE wOndErfuL cRaP-oLa aS bRiTt wOuLd pUt iTt. sOo iM gUnNa fiNiSh wAtcHinG tHe vMa'S cAuSe i miSseD tHeM oN sUnDaY cAuSe i dEciDed tOo wAtcH siXtEen cAndLes wiTh mY bFfAe kRiStiN <3 sOo iM gUnNa gOo nOw cAuSe mY finGeRs huRt fRoM tYpinG hMpHh =) mWaHz x0xOx0x
- - LoVe aLwAyS * ManDa
[[ bRiTt rOsE + aManDa eMiLy = bFfLzaE !! ]] |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
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| | * real love - - toby lightman * | ] |
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well im loving the new look for my journal. kristin did such an amazing job lol.
so yesterday instead of finishing the vma's and watching the post show i decided to watch sixteen candles while on the phone with kristin. she serenaded me with a few GREASE tunes, and then the movie came on so we watched very absorbed in our televisions. sadly enough right at the end of the movie [i'd say about 20-30 minutes before the ending] her mother told her that she had to go upstairs and she could watch the movie another time since they do in fact own the dvd. so i watched the movie and talked to kristin while she was in her room. and so half our fun had been ended. so of course my mother had to ruin all the rest of our fun by telling me to get off the phone before my dad found out. so we said our goodbyes and goodnights and said we'd talk tomorrow. so today i woke up at 12.30 in the afternoon. my family didn't bother to wake me up for coffee which i was very upset about. but instead decided to let me sleep because i had been up late reading my last summer reading book, which by the way i have to finish before school starts on wednesday. well i watched a little mad tv, ate some lunch and talked to kristin so far. who knows what the rest of the day holds in store for me. [probably nothing exciting or important at all] so we'll see if i want to update on something exciting. if not, ill update when something interesting does happen. so till then. <33
-- love always * amanda
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